heyy there guys!! Before anything, let me just say, i am already okay and back to normal.. yeah i am still quite disappointed, no, VERY disappointed at my results but hmm, life must go on right? I've had lotza encouraging teachers who told us to "let the past loose and think about the future" yup i think i'll do just that... I may not get my first three months in JC, but maybe i will go to MI, or take a job up or sth like that.. i'll figure sth out haha... Soo, anyway, just would like to thank these people alot alot and ALOT!

Liwen: Thankx alot liwen for all that you have done! The day i got my results back you knew
i was sad and gave me encouragement and all... also thx for being a good listener.. =D

Yiyao: Okay, yiyao thanks for trying to give me hope though i know i wun get into a JC.. yiyao
was like, no, you can do it one, maybe you try appeal, maybe they will accept you,
always trying to give me hope... thx yiyao!

Sahira: Yup Yup sahira, one i must thank! Afetr reading my entry. you smsed me to see if i
was okay and also encouraged me and gave me hope, quoting from one of ur frenz
experiences.. haha i see something similar in fencers, they give people hope! Thx for
caring!

Irna: YES YOU IRNA! thank you for also trying to cheer me up and encouraging me... it was my
last results of the day and irna asked me how i fared... i told me i had no hope of entering
a JC and said i got a C for maths, thats sad... But she was like "No dont lose hope.. still got
paper two, dun be sad kay?" thanks a lot irnaaa!! =D

And also ALLL OF YOU OUT THERE who have dropped by to give me words of encouragement and advice, nawariah, arpita, rashal, maghfurah especially, and to all you guys out there for constantly doing so to me.. you guys rock!!

haha... okie, back to today, todays schedule was pure horrible! it was a saturday but nooo time to relax at all.. after sahur (breakfast) at around 5.45 and after praying, managed to catch a short wink till abt 7.30 .. left for school at around 8.15 and after that reached school at 9 and stayed there for prac till abt 11.45 .. then went for my facial till abt 3.. then left there back to admiralty for tuition at 4.. reached home at around 5.30, bathed, pray, and left house at 5.50 for my religious class... wow!! TIRING i tell you! haha...

Highlight of today would have to be breaking of fast... i broke fast at the mosque and helped the youth volunteers prepare the food and all for the people who came... wow, what a spread, there was beefsteak, nasi briyani, curry puff, noodles, alot! The youth volunteers at the mosque are very friendly and approachable... hmm, i have recently decided to help out with activities of the mosque somewhere this year and i must say, though i may not know them that well yet, i surely am impressed by how friendly they are, their maturity level, and well, the way they operate... really commendable! I know i will try help them out whenever possible... haha the activities they organize are really fun, like bowling, rock climbing and many more aimed at bonding people together...

So yup, closure, i made a poster for the month of ramadhan... well actually it was an inclass assignment for my religious class and my teacher came in with papers and markers and just asked us to create posters based on the theme she gave us cuz she wanted to decorate the mosque with it... for me, i took it, wrote an acrostic poem and used colours to fill it and also some patterns or so, just since i felt really happy doing it, and i was satisfied with my work.. haha then guess what, as i entered class today, i stumbled upon MY OWN POSTER on the notice board, and it wasnt just used for decoration, it was actually a contest and i won 2nd prize! WHEE! hahaha i'm really happy!! its kinda ironic actually since youa ll know how hopeless i can be at art, but then again, 2nd prize! AMAZING! =D i will treasure it... haha this will be the second art contest i have won, the first being a brochure making contest wasy back when i was in primary five...

Soo yup, thats all.. cyaaa! =D