Sunday, February 11, 2007

O Level Oppression??

Look back at the times before we sat for our O's( a year ago), how were we like? Did we put in enough effort to make sure we would do well, or were we the kind who let fate decide things...

Look back at the time right before O Levels started, did we start panicking, or were we still in honeymoon world? Even if we did panic, was it too late?

Look at the point during our O Levels, did we put in a 110% effort in doing the paper, or were we being complacent in thinking others would do worst than us..

haha just some questions for reflection, i was thinking of all these before I actually received my results... Friday was a day full of emotions, as it was the release of the O level results... After the release, some were seen crying in happiness, some in sadness, and some were just okay okay with their results.

Personally I expected to get a 13 or 14 for my L1R5 so it was a pleasant surprise for me when I got 12 points for my L1R5... *8 with bonus!!*

(here's e breakdown of results (starting from the worst)


Geography: B3
Chemistry: B3
Mother Tongue: B3
Higher Hother Tongue: B3

Emaths: A2
Amaths:A2
English: A2
Physics: A2
CCA: A2

Comb. Humans: A1

For me, it was a pleasant surprise when I got B3 for my geog! never have I ever gotten a B for geog, all these while it has been C's so i was really happy abt that! chemistry, I have no say, i heard it was badly done across singapore, so i have to be thankful for tt B3.. Mother tongue and HMT, hmmm i dunno why my malay is soo bad! haha... time to brush up on my malay!

For my maths, both maths I was a lil disappointed la, i wanted so much to get an A1 for them but i guess I might not have tried hard enough after all... Okay nvm, whats done is done, but on a lighter note, i got A1 for combined humanities! That came across as the ultimate shock to me, especially since I FELT that i did badly for my Literature section, but i was wrong! haha...

Soo as a conclusion, a day of shocks... those i expected to do well, i didnt do as well, and those I thought I wouldnt excel much in, they were the ones i scored well in... example, PHYSICS TOO! =) All in all, im contented with my score, and I thank everyone who have been with me helping me through this journey, *God, friends, family, everyone else*

Now that the o level burden is off me, Im experiencing a new kind of burden, choosing my JCs!! i never knew it would be this hard choosing a JC. I've been thinking, and thinking, and finally I narrowed down my choices to 3 JCs..

JC 1) ACJC
Jc 2) NYJC
JC 3) PJC

Some questions I ask myself when I'm choosing my JC,

will I be able to adapt quickly if i were to change JCs?
Will the people and culture be suitable for me in other JCs?
Will I be able to adapt to the teaching style/stress of another JC?
Is distance a factor for me while choosing my JC?

When something ends Something begins,
But now it's just the end of the road
When someone loses someone wins
But now it's just the end of the road
Don't get to fix it if it doesn't break
But now it's just the end of the road
When you gotta leave
It makes you wanna stay
I know it's the end of the road

So how? Should I end my journey at Pioneer and begin my life at another JC?

People are askin me to leave, but the people and system at pioneer makes me wana stay.

Is this the end of the road for me in Pioneer?

"Should I stay, or should I go?"

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