Disappointment

heyy guys... Urgh, had a really bad day today.... I came to school with only geog notes in my brain, and I even dreamt of geog kay... I studied hard, especially for the MCQ part i did the TYS mcqs... so i thought even if i were to flunk my SEQ at least let me pass my MCQ well... umm, i was wrong lah! The MCQ was really tough, and it was tricky too! The map reading was relatively easy,but it didnt help that map reading is only 12 questions... And also, i expected more physical geog questions for MCQ but no, there were also lotza population and settlement MCQs... haish, i dunno how i will fare, but i do hope its at least a 28/40.

Next, on to my SEQ, that one dun have to say already.. i found it really hard to do 4 questions in 2 hr and 15 mins, so i ended up finishing around 3 questions and a little bit of the last question... Time management Zul!! I did the weather studies combined with natural vegetation, rivers, population and settlement.. Question one was relatively easy, but i didnt know how to do the natural vegetation part, since i didnt study for it! Actually i studied for coast, but i found the question really tough haha, so i ended up doing the weather studies instead. Thats already 5 marks gone.

River was okay too, except for the last part, something about explaining why egypt is a gift of the river Nile... WHY? i dunno... haha, thats another 6 marks gone... For population, i did everything but i didnt finish settlement, so i guess thats another 12 marks... adding to a total of 20! OUCH! i really hope i can pass geography, i don't wanna fail any subject this time round.

But having said that, umm, well, tomorrow's lit and A-maths paper 1.. lit, i am currently studying it, will try studying amaths later on.. but erm, amaths? pass? i have never passed amaths and it doesnt help that Mr V Lee will be setting the prelims... AAHH! Help me....

Plus, my sec 2 brother today came home with a first in class position, and that didnt help either. My parents were like teasing me, at least he is first from the front, unlike 'some others' which is me i suppose, whose first from the back... haha and my parents said that they werent happy with my results from the start, so yeah i guess its time to buck up.. But hmm, i HAVE BEEN BUCKING UP!! So how?? I really dunno if its me, my brain or just the school's standard... I refuse to accept the fact that its the schools high standard, so i guess i will have to accept the fact that the problem lies with me... haish... =( The heat's getting to mE!