Monday, August 7, 2006

the ironies of life

To all those who have listened to me on radio and gave me words of encouragement and all, thank you!! Thank you raihana, hidayah, tzewei, maghfurah,afizah,ummairah,ming xian,joan,jesline,jasmine,hui qian.. Everybody!!! haha, thank you to hafizul as well, he told me i was wierd cause i didnt laugh when shan wee told a joke, but the truth of it all is, i wasnt supposed to laugh and it was actually meant to humour the listeners haha... =)i love deejaying, but i also know that my parents will never approve of me venturing into this field of jobscopes, so yeah i can basically forget it and just treat deejaying as an experience of a lifetime.. haha i sure will try again if i get the opportunity, but the probability of me being one is way off!

So back to my usual life, you know how i can usually take jokes and all without much anger or reaction cause apparently i am a sponge or so siti calls me.. haha, oh well, yes its true i can tolerate almost any kinda joke but thekre is certainly something i cannot accept and that is a really ULTIMATE high ego.. i mean, everybody has their strong and weak points and all..apparently i know that sports is not my area of strength so yeah..

Basically today we played rugby and it was meant to be an enjoyable game for me, especially since many people recommended it, like the rugby guys Sheedy and Jin Zhe, as well as the gals who played rugby for the past few weeks.. However today was not much fun.. maybe cuz it was my first time playing, also because it was always the same few people who got the ball..and also mainly because i was scolded with remarks like "just play, you think too much" as well as "Like that also the ball can drop" I know i am a bit slow and all so yeah, nvm, i will prove these people wrong in the next round..however that wasnt what got me mad

What actually got me mad was that this individual, like passed a remark and insulted a DSA applicant in a sense after he got tru to his DSA to a good JC.. He was like "Wah, like that also can get DSA, surely i already can get into that school" Somemore the DSA applicant is someone i respect very much due to his friendly self, hardworking as well as humble attitude.. I mean, like us, he may not be the best student in terms of academics and all, so i think all of us deserve a chance,not just to be dissed like that..

That comment towards that DSA applicant merely meant that the individual "looked down" upon this applicant as he is not that good in his studies..well, at least he makes the effort and tries to improve himself and also does his homework and all... so with all that, all of us should try to follow that person and commend him for such a positive attitude.. oh well, i am not goinna thrash that person here, and i will never do that too, just that i hope such things will never happen again as it is both unfair and injustice done on that DSA applicant.. oh well, thats all.. cya guys!

~Ego has a voracious appetite, the more you feed it, the hungrier it gets~

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